So What’s Rebounding “Pay Forward” # 140

I Greet The Indwelling Healer.

Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is – So What’s Rebounding.   Anytime I have a great expanding experience, most likely I feel like I will experience this good at this level, forever.  “Above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places.  Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it” Roald Dahl.  The obsession to do anything harmful to myself or anyone else during the high is out of the question.  However when the good experience has completed its course,   a negative rebound appears out of nowhere.   It’s the dark-side of my personal “reality,” calling me home. To compound the problem I watched a movie last night that exposed one of my worse defects; bullies taking unfair advantage of others, which I feel like I “need to punish.”  I woke up early this morning, with a negative obsessing mind.  After a little guilt and punishment, “the drug,” I did a Radical Forgiveness on the bullies, and then on myself.  I experienced our Father’s loving mercy, and the gift of realizing this rebound had a purpose.  My denial has broken down, which means I’ve been given the healing tools I need.  It‘s time to let our Father, transform that defect into an asset.   Setting this gift of grace into motion, action is the magic word, has opened me to another round of rebounding.  I’m grateful for all the gifts, grace and mercy I’ve received.  Thy Love, Thy Will be done.