My Guidance System’s Narrowing Tolerance “Pay Forward”  # 120

I greet The Indwelling Omniscience.

Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is – My Guidance System.  The narrowing of our tolerance in our guidance system is a sign of growth.  In the beginning of my serendipity journey, my tolerance was indeed a broad road.  I had been living a "life" of an angry, fearful alcoholic. Any thought of correction was equal to punishment.   Now, my narrowing guidance system will not tolerate even a little unkindness or the dwelling on any kind of negative stuff.   I realize that all I have of any value has been given to me by grace.  Even If I tried to take credit, my new standard will not allow it.  I had to come to terms with myself, by coming up with a working understanding of humility: having a growing understanding of my relationship with our Father, others and myself.   I am guided (sometimes forced) to be obedient to our Father's will, when my will and His will seem to be at odds.  My narrowed down tolerance is saying, "don't go there, or dwell there."    On top of that I am reminded of my commitment to do His Will consciously known or unknown.  My guidance system is just doing its job, reminding me of my shifting motives.  Regardless of what it looks or sounds like, I am grateful for the ongoing alignment, it is a sure sign that I am growing, becoming more kind, loving and useful, Truly an answer to my prayers.  Thy Love, Thy Will be done.