Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is - A Spiritual Transfusion. I really do want to make a good difference, most of the time. My motive is in the alignment with our Father’s Love and Will, in which I am deeply grateful, knowing it has been given to me by grace. Sometimes my motive is still too selfish, self-centered and self-serving. When I need to feel good about myself and wanting others to give me credit for some little something it is a warning that I am out of alignment. At that time I am not in conscious contact with our Father. I felt that way in a meeting, a sure warning signal that I need to return to our Father for correction and a grace transfusion. "To keep a lamp burning, we have to keep putting oil in it" Mother Teresa. "There is vitality in our communion with the Infinite, which is productive of the highest good. As fire warms the body, so there is a subtle transfusion of some invisible force in such communion" The Science of Mind page 152. I practice going apart for communion, prayer and meditation that is to stop to refill and to be energized. I am willing to change direction, returning to my mission, leaving my distortions behind. My intention is to focus my attention on our Father’s intention for me. These are the things I’ve written in words, but much in my heart remain unwritten. Even though I want to I cannot share my deepest love. Thy Love, Thy Will be done.