Another Reality Day “Pay Forward” #182

Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is – Another Reality Day. I dreamed I was expressing the tenderness and love I want to demonstrate in my everyday life. As I awakened, I can see how I have withheld love out of fear. I sent the message, “Don't mess with Texas [or me]." By our Father’s grace I canceled my agreement I made when I was 14 years old; I will never let anyone abuse me or run over me again. I have always longed to love and be loved but fearful to let others know I could be had with just a little kindness. I’ve been able to share much of the love I am, but still that old habit has not been healed. The Spiritual Transformation I’m seeking is the complete rebirth of the love, consciously and consistently demonstrating that gift of grace. I’ve not needed to protect myself from anyone or anything for a long time, even if someone wanted to harm me I choose to let our loving Father take over. Let me return to love, mercy and usefulness. Let me come out of hiding. I choose to use our Father’s Gifts to share my/His purpose. Let all my needs for "protection" be melted away into the nothingness it was/is. No matter if I am exposed as a gentle loving kind of guy. This is the day of my salvation, our Father’s Way. “Gratitude is when memory is stored in the heart and not in the mind” Lionel Hampton. Thy Love, Thy Will be done.

Day
182