Once A Guilt And Punisher “Pay Forward” Gift # 196

I Greet The Indwelling Assets.

Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is – Once A Guilt And Punisher, always a guilt and punisher.  When I could accept this simple principle, I could see how our Father was using the same wisdom, that He had with some of my other defects; Identifying the pattern instead of the event. It replaces the blaming other people, places and things for my defects. I could accept my responsibility and surrender it for an upgrade It revealed to me that guilt and punishment truly are “drugs.”  If I made myself or others feel guilt and punished them or me enough surely that would be the end of it, when it was only another quick fix.  After my healing spiritual transformation, I still found myself using it; however, it becomes an opportunity to turn it over to our Father for correction.  I found myself using the “drug” less, and not as intent, and it didn’t last as long; a sure sign of growth.  I accepted that I will always be an alcoholic who could not handle alcohol.  This healing principle put the responsibility in my court.  I drank because I am an alcoholic, not for any other reason.  I am a user of the “drug” guilt and punishment, because that’s what I am.  This gives me a choice.  I choose the grace of our Father and His gifts of serving others.  This is part of a growing storehouse of assets given me to share.  Thy Love, Thy Will be done.

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