Power - Its Use And Misuse “Pay Forward” # 41

I greet The Indwelling Power.

Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is - Power - Its Use And Misuse.  Being unable to forgive myself, I ask our Father to forgive me and to accept that gift of healing grace.  If I still can’t let it go, and experience the freedom of His grace, I realize I am questioning our Creator’s Power and Love, which is another example of my powerlessness.  Dismantling my personal “reality” was in full force. I was powerless over the death of my false-self; I hit my bottom. On February 6, 1957, what I believed was the end of life was the new beginning.  I had to find a Higher Power who would do for me what I could not, and make a total commitment and acceptance of Him.  It was not just my lack of power, but also my misuse of the power I did have, including both my power of decision and action.  If we are blaming or explaining people, place or things outside of ourselves for our experience, we are blocking off the Loving Healing Power of our Father within.  Darkness like separation has only the “power” we give them.    “Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.”  I became a Higher Power seeker. In seeking my Higher Power, I found our Father, myself and my awakening heart.   Thy Love, Thy Will be done.