When His Will Becomes Ours “Pay Forward” # 119

I greet The Indwelling Divine Doer.

Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is - When His Will Becomes Ours.  “When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child, but when I became a man, I put away childish things.” At the beginning of my spiritual journey I was in the outer dark realms of consciousness.  I was deeply involved in external entanglements and confusion.  I had become willful, which was the cause of much of my suffering.  I had no conception of what it is to hear and to heed the voice of the indwelling Presence.  I looked to man-made laws and to man’s opinions as standards of living.  I thought in worldly affairs there was no place for spiritual ideals.  I had my first spiritual awakening, as the result of practicing a few simple principles; an A.A. gift.  Now, I realize that our Father is my only true Source.  I desire above all else to do and to be our Father’s Love and Will, consciously known and unknown.  I must do more than repeat my prayer, meditations and affirmations.  I must experience it in the very depths of my heart, mind and soul.  I’m learning to obey our Father’s guidance that operates between absolute truth and relative conditions; little by little practicing His loving Will in all my affairs.  When I fall into an old ditch I’m willing to forgive myself and everyone else, and continue on my serendipity journey.  Thy Love, Thy Will be done.