A Great Dream To Live For “Pay Forward” #53


Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is – A Great Dream To Live For. I had a wonderful dream this morning. I was expressing the tenderness and love I want to demonstrate in my everyday life. Out of my fear to openly love, I acted like the macho guy who demanded respect; "Don't mess with Texas." The agreement I made with myself when I was 14 years old; I will never let anyone abuse me or run over me again. I always longed to love and be loved, but I couldn’t let anyone know, I could be had with just a little kindness. I have been able to share much of the love I am, but still hold back. The Spiritual transformation I have been seeking is the complete rebirth of the love I am, consciously and consistently demonstrating that Reality, withholding nothing from anyone, even myself, I haven’t needed to protect myself for a long time. Even when someone has harmed me; I choose to let our loving Father take care of that, transforming that hate or fear into love. Let me return to love, and come out of hiding. I choose to share the Divine Gifts, given to me by Your grace, Father. Let all that need for "protection" be melted away into nothingness. Even if I am exposed as a gentle loving kind of guy. This is the day of my salvation. This is the day of our Father's Loving Way of life, let me let go. Thy Love, Thy Will be done.

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